Flights of Fantasy

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Clinging to me
Like a last breath you would breathe
You were like home to me
I don’t recognize the street

Please don’t close your eyes
Don’t know where to look without them
Outside the cars speed by
I never heard them until now

I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there’s trouble ahead, I can feel it
You are just saving yourself when you hide it

Yeah, I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I’ll be saving myself from the ruin
And I know you care

I used to run down the stairs
To the door and I thought you were there
Do you shape through the comfort of us
Two lovers loved out of love

Oh, but I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there’s trouble ahead, I can feel it
You are just saving yourself when you hide it

Yeah, I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I’ll be saving myself from the ruin

And know it wasn’t always wrong
But I’ve never known a winter so cold
Now I don’t warm my hands in your coat
But I still hope

'Cause this is how things ought to have been
And I know the worst of it wasn’t all that it seemed
Why can’t I dream
Why can’t I dream

'Cause I know you care
And I know you care
I know you care
I know you care
I know it’s always been there …

"I Know You Care" by Ellie Goulding

All I really want is something beautiful to say

Keep me locked up in your broken mind
I keep searching, never been able
To find a light behind your dead eyes
Not anything at all

You keep living in your own lie
Ever deceitful and ever unfaithful
Keep me guessing, keep me terrified
Take everything from my world

Say, “Can you help me?” right before the fall
Take what you can and leave me to the wolves

Keep me dumb, keep me paralyzed
Why try swimming? I’m drowning in fable
You’re not that saint that you externalize
You’re not anything at all

(All I really want is something beautiful to say)

It’s all so playful when you demonize
To spit out the hateful, you’re willing and able
Your words are weapons of the terrified
You’re nothing in my world

Say, “Can you help me?” right before the fall
Take what you can and leave me to the wolves

All I really want is something beautiful to say
Keep me guessing, keep me terrified
All I really want is something beautiful to say
You keep living in your own lie

All I really want is something beautiful to say
To never fade away
I wanna live forever

All I really want is something beautiful to say
To never fade away
I wanna live forever

You keep living in your own lie
Keep me guessing, keep me terrified

All I really want is something beautiful to say

Say, “Can you help me?” right before the fall?
Take what you can and leave me to the wolves

All I really want is something beautiful to say
Words are weapons of the terrified
All I really want is something beautiful to say
Keep me guessing, keep me terrified

All I really want is something beautiful to say
To never fade away
I wanna live forever

All I really want is something beautiful to say
To never fade away
I wanna live forever …

"Words as Weapons" by Seether

Take my fate in your hands,
We’ve got a lot that hasn’t even began
Something is calling us,
We’re breaking free,
I’m curious,
I need to see.

Like a flash before our eyes,
We’re already into the night,
And if it feels like we’re dreaming,
Believe it, believe it.

(Yeah)

We don’t have to wait ‘til the morning,
The sun will never go down.
And we’ll be this way forever,
We’ve got to take it now,
(Yeah)
Just stay awake, stay awake,
You can follow us to paradise,
Just stay awake, stay awake.

Bring me down, side by side,
While our reflections make our bodies collide.
So full of energy, nothing to hide,
No need to sleep, we come alive,
And if we’re gonna take this ride,
We can go wherever we like
And if it feels like we’re dreaming,
Believe it, believe it.

(Yeah)
We don’t have to wait ‘til the morning,
The sun will never go down.
And we’ll be this way forever,
We’ve got to take it now,
(Yeah)
Just stay awake, stay awake,
You can follow us to paradise,
Just stay awake, stay awake.

Believe it.

Take my fate in your hands,
We’ve got a lot that hasn’t even began
Something is calling us,
We’re breaking free,
I’m curious,
I need to see.

We’re going on a journey
It was over like a flash before our eyes
We’re going on a journey
It was over like a flash before our eyes
We’re already into the night

Like a flash before our eyes,
We’re already into the night,
And if it feels like we’re dreaming,
Believe it, believe it.

(Yeah)
We don’t have to wait ‘til the morning,
The sun will never go down.
And we’ll be this way forever,
We’ve got to take it now,
(Yeah)
Just stay awake, stay awake,
You can follow us to paradise,
Just stay awake, stay awake.

"Stay Awake" by Ellie Goulding

My hands are broken,
And time is going on and on, it goes forever (how long).
So I got high and lived all that life that I’ve taken all for granted.

[Chorus:]
Promise me you’ll try
To leave it all behind,
‘cause I’ve elected hell,
Lying to myself.
Why have I gone blind?
Live another life.

You. You.

The only way out
Is letting your guard down and never die forgotten (I know).
Forgive me, my love,
I stand here all alone, and I can see the bottom.

[Chorus]

You. You.
You. You.
You. You.

"You" by Breaking Benjamin

I think my friend said “I hear footsteps”
I wore my black and white dress to the birthday massacre, birthday massacre, birthday
I wore my black and white dress

I think my friend said “stick it in the back of her head”
I think my friend said “two of them are sisters”
“I am a murder tramp, birthday boy”, I think I said
“I’m gonna bash them in, bash them in”, I think he said

Then we wished them all a happy birthday
We kissed them all goodnight
Now he chases me to my room, chases me to my room, chases me in my black and red dress

I think my friend said “don’t forget the video”
I think my friend said “don’t forget to smile”
“You’re a murder tramp, murder tramp” I think he said
“You’re a murder boy, birthday boy” I think I said

I think my friend said “stick it in the back of her head”
I think my friend said “two of them are sisters”
“I am a murder tramp, birthday boy”, I think I said
“I’m gonna bash them in, bash them in”, I think he said

I think my friend said “don’t forget the video”
I think my friend said “don’t forget to smile”
“You’re a murder tramp, murder tramp” I think he said
“You’re a murder boy, birthday boy” I think I said …

"Happy Birthday" by The Birthday Massacre

I can’t talk
My mind is so blank
So going for a walk
I’ve got nothing left to say

I can’t see
The darkness on the rise
I’ll be waiting here
Until the under tide

All my life
Been shaking
Wanting something
Holding everything I have like it was broken
Gimme something good
Gimme something good
Gimme something good
Gimme something good

I was playing dead
Doesn’t make a sound
Holding my breath
Going underground
So I can’t talk
I got nothing to say
It’s like there’s no tomorrow
Barely yesterday

All my life
Been shaking
Wanting something
Holding everything I have like it was broken
Gimme something good
Gimme something good
Gimme something good
Gimme something good

All my life
Been shaking
Wanting something
Holding everybody back
Round and round
Gimme something good
Gimme something good
Gimme something good

Gimme something good
Gimme something good
till now …

"Gimme Something Good" by Ryan Adams

Pills and potions
We’re overdosing
I’m angry but I still love you
Pills and potions
We’re overdosing
Can’t stand it, but I still love you

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

Ayo they could never make me hate you
Even though what you was doing wasn’t tasteful
Even though you out here looking so ungrateful
Imma keep it moving, be classy and graceful
I told ‘em it’s no friends in the game
You ain’t learned that yet
All the bridges you came over, don’t burn that yet
Niggas want respect, but niggas ain’t earned that yet
Self-righteous, and entitled
But they swearing on the Bible that they love you
When really they’re no different from all your rivals
But I still don’t wish death on them, I just reflect on them

Pills and potions
We’re overdosing
I’m angry but I still love you
Pills and potions
We’re overdosing
Can’t stand it, but I still love you

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

Yo, people will love you and support you when it’s beneficial
Imma forgive, I won’t forget, but Imma dead the issue
Soon as you out the nigga’s lives is when they start to miss you
They see you doing good now it’s kinda hard to diss you
Niggas be sick when they remember all the bad they wished you
Niggas be mad when they can’t come and live lavish with you
But I sped off in a Benzy, I see the envy when I’m causing a frenzy
So I pop pills for them, cop cribs in the Hills on ‘em

Pills and potions
We’re overdosing
I’m angry but I still love you
Pills and potions
We’re overdosing
Can’t stand it, but I still love you

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

I get high off your memory
I get high off your memory
I get high off your memory
In due time, we’ll be fine
In due time…

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still lo-o-ove, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love …

"Pills and Potions" by Nicki Minaj
My problem is that I fall in love with words, rather than actions. I fall in love with ideas and thoughts, instead of reality. And it will be the death of me.
Unknown (via punksnouis)

(via rachelbarrells)

Tough girl in the fast lane
No time for love
No time for hate
No drama
No time for games
Tough girl whose soul aches

I come home
On my own
Check my phone
Nothing, though
Act busy
Order in
Pay TV
It’s agony

I may cry ruining my make up
Wash away all things you’ve taken
I don’t care if I don’t look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking

Tough girl
I’m in pain
It’s lonely at the top
Block outs and airplanes
I still pour you a glass of champagne
Tough girl whose soul aches

I come home
On my own
Check my phone
Nothing, though
Act busy
Order in
Pay TV
It’s agony

I may cry ruining my make up
Wash away all the things you’ve taken
And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking

I wake up I wake up I wake up
I wake up I wake up I wake up…alone

I may cry ruining my make up
Wash away all the things you’ve taken
And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking …

"Big Girls Cry" by Sia

This is hidden love
Something that we used to play
Running up and down the stairs
Kisses down the porch

How do we spoke?
Settled all the basic terms
And figured out the limit age
For this love to stop

O oh, I wish I could afford your stupid charm, your stupid voice
O oh, I wish I could afford your stupid charm, your stupid voice

This is clumsy love
Something that we cannot race
Confusing as a burning chest
Competing for the crown

How do we spoke?
Ohhh, for this love to stop

O oh, I wish I could afford your stupid charm, your stupid voice
Oh, your stupid voice

O oh, I wish I could afford your stupid charm, your stupid
Ahhh ohh, I could afford your stupid charm, your stupid voice
O ho, I wish I could afford your stupid charm, your stupid voice …

"John Michael" by Russian Red