Sadness Is My Boyfriend

I'm just a sleep-deprived, half-crazy, college student from KY. I watch WAY too much tv and complain/comment about random stuff. Enjoy!

You’re a one of a one
A one of a kind
That you only find once in a lifetime
Made to fit like a fingerprint
A code that clicks open a gold mine

They say one man’s trash is another man’s treasure
When I found you, it was all pitter-patter

Secretly, I hit the lottery
‘Cause you’re brighter than all of the Northern Lights
You speak to me, even in my dreams
Wouldn’t let you go for even the highest price

They say one man’s trash is another girl’s treasure
So if it’s up to me, I’m gonna keep you forever

'Cause I understand you, we see eye to eye
Like a double rainbow in the sky
And wherever you go, so will I
‘Cause a double rainbow is hard to find

Was a phenomenon when you came along
Yeah, our chemistry was more than science
It was deafening, loud like lightning, it was striking
You couldn’t deny it

They say one man’s trash is another man’s treasure
The two of us together, make everything glitter

'Cause I understand you, we see eye to eye
Like a double rainbow in the sky
And wherever you go, so will I
‘Cause a double rainbow is hard to find

To the bottom of the sea, I’d go to find you
Climb the highest peak to be right beside you
Every step I take, I’m keeping you in mind

'Cause I understand you, we see eye to eye
Like a double rainbow in the sky
And wherever you go, so will I
‘Cause a double rainbow is hard to find

It’s hard to find,
It’s hard to find
Once in a lifetime
Once in a lifetime
Once in a lifetime …

"Double Rainbow" by Katy Perry

If Junior ends up making out with his uncle’s dead girlfriend, I think I will be physically ill.

Sam killed Angie to bring Melanie back. And they (Sam/Melanie) used to make out. Plus, she was just kissing all over Joe last week.

AND she might potentially be Barbie’s half-sister?! EEGAUH!

veiledcatastrophe:

rocknrollercoaster:

it must be really wild to actually have a positive relationship with your father

like

?????

some people really have that????

that’s insane

it must be wild to have any sort of relationship at all with your father.

(via rachelbarrells)

Watching the ‘silly string’ catwalk extravaganza on #America’sNextTopModel (#ANTM).

I’ve seen them make the models/contestants on there do some weird stuff in seasons/cycles past, but this was by far the strangest.

FYI, my definition of ‘sexy’ does not involve silly string whatsoever and never will.

Turn around there’s those eyes again.
Turn around fake indifference and I.
Watch their cold, dark silhouettes disappear.
A hundred bodies fill this room.
And all their faces overdone.
Pain is foreign, foreign to us.
I don’t even know you.
You won’t even know I’m gone.
Was it something I did wrong?
Roses, roses cold.
Roses, roses sold out.
Turn around reds and whites again.
I’d sell my kicks for one more low tar.
Fevers hand in hand with shoelace bracelets.
Why are some girls so naive?
He didn’t unbutton your blouse to see.
A better view of your heart.
Oh yeah, can’t blame you for trying.
Sing it soft.
Make it slow.
Apples parachute the boys back down.
Fill it up.
Overflow.
A new, improved modern way to feel.
I don’t even know you.
You won’t even know I’m gone.
Was it something I did wrong?
"Roses" by Meg & Dia

I’m so fed up with everyone around me
No one seems to care
I’m just so far gone and nothing’s gonna change
I’ll never be the same
It’s always do this, do that, everything they want to
I don’t wanna live that way (No!)
Every chance they get they’re always pushing me away

It’s never enough, no it’s never enough
No matter what I say
It’s never enough, no it’s never enough
I’ll never be what you want me to be

It’s all so messed up and no one ever listens
Everyone’s deranged
I’m just so fucked up and I’m never gonna change
I wanna lay it all to waste
They’re always say this, say that, nothing that you want to
I don’t wanna live that way (No!)
Every chance they get they’re always shoving me aside

It’s never enough, no it’s never enough
No matter what I say
It’s never enough, no it’s never enough
I’ll never be what you want me to be
I’M DONE!

In the end we’re all just chalk lines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I’ve been given
I am what I am

I’d rather hate you for everything you are
Than ever love you for something you are not
I’d rather you hate me for everything I am
Than have you love me for something that I can’t

It’s never enough, it’s never enough
No matter what I say
It’s never enough, no it’s never enough
No matter who I try to be
It’s never enough, no it’s never enough
No matter how I try to change
It’s never enough, never never enough
I’ll never be what you want me to be …

"Never Enough" by Five Finger Death Punch

roboskellywhovian:

madeandusedandwasted:

apologetic notes for the socially inept

Sometimes I want to apologize for not being able to talk to people like a normal human being. So I made these.

I wish I could send one of these to everyone I know, to apologise for babbling incessantly about absolutely nothing, just because I’m lonely…

(via deliverusfromsburb)

infamouslyroggy:

Look yourself in the mirror and say: “I am not an exercise in futility”. Because everyone who gives up on you, giving you the impression that you’re too much, you’re too high maintenance, you’re too intense, doesn’t know the meaning of perseverance. The ocean fiercely guards its treasures for a reason. And everyone who leaves wasn’t meant to stay. So look into that mirror without an iota of doubt. You are not an exercise in futility.

infamouslyroggy:

Look yourself in the mirror and say: “I am not an exercise in futility”. Because everyone who gives up on you, giving you the impression that you’re too much, you’re too high maintenance, you’re too intense, doesn’t know the meaning of perseverance. The ocean fiercely guards its treasures for a reason. And everyone who leaves wasn’t meant to stay. So look into that mirror without an iota of doubt. You are not an exercise in futility.

(via mikefrawley)

I haven’t ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize once again I’m not in love
But it’s not as if I mind
that your heart ain’t exactly breaking

It’s just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I’ve always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live more simply
I have no idea what’s happened to that dream
Cos there’s really nothing left here to stop me

It’s just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won’t let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won’t even try
Well how can I say I’m alive

If my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine …

"Life for Rent" by Dido

My wounded rhymes make silent cries tonight
My wounded rhymes make silent cries tonight
And I keep it like a burning(?)
I’m longing from a distance

I ranted, I pleaded, I beg him not to go
For sorrow, the only lover I’ve ever known

Sadness is a blessing
Sadness is a pearl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh, sadness I’m your girl

These scars of mine make wounded rhymes tonight
I dream of times when you were mine so I
Can keep it like a haunting
Heart beating close to mine

Sadness is a blessing
Sadness is a pearl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh, sadness I’m your girl

I ranted, I pleaded, I beg him not to go
For sorrow, the only lover I’ve ever known
Every night I rant, I plead, I beg him not to go
Will sorrow be the only lover I can call my own?

Sadness is a blessing
Sadness is a pearl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh, sadness I’m your girl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh, sadness I’m your girl
Oh, sadness I’m your girl …

"Sadness is a Blessing" by Lykke Li